So I wanted to share this last 24 hours with you guys as it has been an absolute whirlwind of emotions. Like I feel so emotionally drained now that I don't know what to do with myself lol.
So last night around almost 11pm my boyfriend comes into the room, takes my daughter and says "lets go see grammy!" now i was told before that his grandmother was going to show up but then was told she wasn't coming till tomorrow so i was super confused.
I head downstairs and as i reach the bottom of my stairs, I'm greeted by the dear familiar face of my mother and I just lost it. I cried so hard and was so happy to see her I couldn't even speak for like 15 minutes I was just bawling from joy.
It has been almost 9 YEARS since I've seen my mother and sister and I just couldn't process what was happening. It felt like it was so quick and everything just happened so fast. I only talked to them for a few hours last night and a few today. It felt like nothing and I wish so bad they would come back. My sister will now be close to me, a 6 hr drive, but my mother is still going to end up so far far away that it hurts.
I missed my mother so very much. She was always my best friend growing up so it was devastating not being able to go see her for so long. It was always a case of if I got the money, something would come up that required I spend it, if she got the money, the same thing happened. It was just bad luck after bad luck. It's no surprise it happened like that because we've always had troubles with money lol. Even now my boyfriend and I just barely manage.
So being able to see her again was just...absolutely mind blowing. I am just so blessed and so happy. I wish it had lasted longer though...i truly do....
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